love you all!
I cant cry no more, I really hate that I learned to suppress my feelings
I mean I “channel” it through venting, writing, art blah blah blah
I just wish I could be able to cry when I felt like shit , sad, mad…
Today I had a me day, I was trying to feel better but I just made my self feel more lonely then ever
I sat in the shower trying to bring out my emotions BUT NO! NO! ima kill our water if i try that again.
My heart feels supper heavy!
I just want to be able to give up on people but then NO! I CARE FOR THIS PERSON TO MUCH!
WHY CANT I BE FUCKEN HAPPY!!!!
I blame my brother for making me cry to much that now i cant!!!
Whats the saddest movie ever in this world? (dont say Titanic not sad at all)
I wana be able to watch something and CRY!!!
FUCK MY LIFE! LETS GET DRUNK! AND HAVE A PARTY THAT ALWAYS HELPS!
Skype me: carrloz_xp
Aim:(need to fix it) carrloz1on1
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Tumblr is a great place to find amazing people and funny stuff
but lately it has become a stress in my life to be here daily
There stuff that bugs me in here that I dont really know how to deal with it and I have to learn to live without
I wont be gone forever but i am trying to not make it a 24/7 thing that distracts me from hw and other stuff
I love you all <3 Ill be on today
Two of the hardest tests in life: The patience to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you’ve waited for nothing
Love my followers You guys make me have a good time on the internet
Lol thanks, :D lets be friends then
I started feeling not good enough for anyone or life, I feel ugly not just cuz my face and body but the way I am. I feel like everyone thinks im annoying, I try to be a part of something but I never seem to actually fit in. My body is like really bony and skinny. Well “looks dont matter jorge” people actually care about looks that the main reason why im always down cuz im not that perfect cute/hot guy.
I’m also the stupid one from all my friends, they all seem like they will have a future while ill be a hobo. Their all going to get in into these fancy colleges while me im going to art school maybe and my art sucks.
then i dont even know how to feel better, I cant cry, my art makes me feel stupid, writting helps a little. oh why am i so ugly and stupid. :(